Abbilin Rose (Part 6)

Imagine-
I wake up to find Niall right next to me, still sound asleep. I realize that I was still dressed in my clothes from yesterday, so decide to grab a shower then make some breakfast. It was about 10 am when I was walking downstair in my confy clothes (polyvore). I see Emely rushing by and running out the door wearing something rather fancy (polyvore). I laugh at myself and go make some breakfast. I guessed the other boys had left and so did Emely. Niall was still sleeping so I tried to keep quiet, but I could not help myself to not sing. I started to sing a lullaby that my first foster mom used to sing to me before she died.
-"Sleep o babe for the red bee hums
the silent twilights fall
eeval from the Grey Rock comes
to wrap the world in thrall.
A lyan van o my child my joy
my love and heart's desire.
the crickets sing you lullaby
beside the dying fire
dusk is drawn and the Green Mans' thorn
is wreathed in rings of fog

sheevra sails his boat till morn
alone the starry bog
a lyan van o, the paly moon
hath brimmed her cusp in dew
and weeps to hear the sad sleep tune." I start to sing while making my pancakes.

-"I sing o love to you
a lyan van o, the paly moon." I hear someone sing just before I could start that phrase.

-"hath brimmed her cusp in dew
and weeps to hear the sad sleep tune
I sing o love to you" I end the song before he could and smile.

-"You have a beautiful voice." He says.

-"Thanks but I don't sing alot."

-"Why not? You have a beautiful voice just like those Celtic women." He says leening on the counter and all I could do was blush.

-"So what are you doing today?" He asks peaking at my food.

-"Nothing much resting really I have a big day tomorrow!" I say.

-"Why? What is tomorrow?"He asks taking a lick at my batter.

-"Well yesterday when I left early it's because I was going to a job interview, and I am now an inter for vogue magazine!" I say with a big smile.

-"Really! Congrats! Well if you are not doing anything today, can I be your buddy that does nothing with you?" He asks trying to take some more batter.

-"Yes! Em left I don't know were and I'm alone if you leave."

-"Then it's setled I'm spending te day with you."

-"Movie marathon!" I shout putting two plates on the table with pancakes on them. We eat up and then settle on the couch. I push in the first of the trilogie of Lord of the Rings, one of my favorties movies.  

We were about half way trew the second movie, my head was resting on Niall's sholder and his head was resting on mine. At one point I feel him staring at me so I lift my head up and look at him. I look straight into his eyes, I knew this moment, I had this moment all the time with Zach...the moment right before a kiss. I knew it was wrong to do this but he bent over and his lips hesitantly pressed againts mine.
-"No Niall..." I say trying to pull back but I go back to his lips. "I-I-I can't do this to Zach." I say trying to pull back again but i kept drawing myself back to his lips.

After that day, Niall and I spent the whole summer going on and off. We dated then I would break up because of Zach and we would get back together, but all this secretly. My job was going well. There was a week left to summer and Niall and I were back together. It was monday so I was making my way to work.(Polyvore). I sit down at my desk and start with the paper work on my desk.
-"Abbilin, come here." I hear Jennifer say from her office.
-"Yes?" I ask entering and seeing three model with what seemed to be a peice of the new collection.
-"What do you think of these?" She asks turnign around the models and analyzing them again.Vogue
-"Well te first one, it's to much ruffles, you should tone it down a bit.The second one the skirt and the top don't go really well together but it's a fun style, and the third is nice but the shoes are no offense really ugly and the jacket is just to much." I say honestly woundering if se would fire me for the harsh critique.
-"Well you heard her get to work and fix this up!" She says to the designer and dismises everyone exept me. "Now sit down." she says gesturing the seat.
-"Now I have an offer for you. I'm offering you a job as my assistant. That means that you will be helping me get the new collection ready just like you did a few minutes ago. You will be attending major events with me and will be getting a big raise. Oh and also I'm offering you a contrat as a model. Not a runway model but you will be attending photo shoots. Now what do you say?" She says and I sort of freeze.
-"Well humm... can I think about it?"
-"Yes, you have a week." She says and dismisses me. "Oh and you have to week off." She says getting back to work. So I decide to book tickets to go back to Irland for a while. 

*The next day*
I shut my suit case and see Niall walking up to me.
-"Why do you have to leave?" He asks.
-"I have to figure out what I want. If I want to stay here or go back home."
-"But you are going back to Zach." He says sadly. "This means we have to break up." He says kissing me soflty.
-"Niall I have not spoken to Zach all summer, you have no idea how many calls and messages he has left me. I need to tell him the truth...Just I need this week away. I wont only stay in Mullingar. I'm going to visit family too. Please don't be scared. Just trust me please." I say giving him a peck on the cheeck and leaving. What was I going to say to Zach? How was I going to explain... I had a whole plane ride to figure this out.