-Two years later-
I was walking towards my dorm room after my calculus class. It was finally the week-end and that meant that I would get to go see my boyfriend. I was so excited, almost skipping of joy but as I turn the key and open the door that joy and happiness completely vanishes. I feel my stomach get tight and I drop my books on the ground. I stand in spot for a good minute before I can manage to say something.
-"H" is all I manage to say before I start to hyperventilate. He gets up and runs to me to help me sit down. It felt like I had seen a ghost.
-"You don't have to speak, just take your time." He says and I take that seriously because I spend five minutes breathing loudly trying to forme a phrase or just say a word.
-"No." Is all I manage to say before I get up and start pacing the room. "Why? Why are you here? You should be on tour! You should be in...in Vancouver! You can't be here right now. No. Not now. Harry, why have you done this to me?"
-"Well we are preforming in Vancouver tomorrow night and I asked for a little favour..."
-"Harry you don't get what you're doing to me. I can't have these old feelings come back up! I'm with Jake, I have been for two years tomorrow. I can't have you come here and messing up something I know could probably be 'it'. Please oh please Harry."
-"I figured you'd still be going out with him."
-"Then why did you come?"
-"Because!" He says getting up and grabbing my forearms firmly. " Ever since I left you on whistler that night I've regretted it! I know I told you to go out with Jake, and I know that we had just met but for me you're the first girl that made me feel what it's like to have your mouth go dry and your stomach twist and just by looking in your eyes I could fall in love all over again. I was an idiot then and I probably still am, but I should of never told you to go out with Jake. I should of told you to wait for me. Now if you can tell me right here right now that you don't feel anything, that you don't ever see us together, then tell me now and I will leave and never return. But just think about this first, maybe Jake is 'the one' but maybe I am 'the one' for you. Maybe I'll be a stupid mistake but trust me that if it's a mistake it will be a good one but frankly I dont think it will be a mistake. You can give me the sign and I will be yours forever or I will never even try to contact you again... your choice." I look at him with big eyes, I was trying to process all the information but words come out my mind.
-"Get out. Please." I say with a trembling voice. Harry looks at my with big red eyes and a clear broken heart. He start walking away but stops at the doorway.
-"I brought a backstage VIP ticket for our concert tomorrow night. If you don't come then I will know for good that there will never be us but if you do, then that's a complete different story."
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