Imagine-
I land in
Dublin and hop into the bus that was going to bring me to Mullinger. As I hoped
out of the bus I had no idea where to go...I could not go back to Zach... I was
not ready. So I decide to stay in a hotel and figure out what I was doing
here...why did I even come back... I don't even know why! Maybe because I felt
like something was not right.
*2 days
later*
I woke up
from my bed and I knew. Today had to be the day I would go see Zach. I get out
of bed and make my way to the bathroom. I stand in front of the mirror and look
at myself.
-"What happened?" I ask myself.
Everything had changed during the summer. I was not a cheater, yet I
"dated" someone else... I ignored all text or calls from my boyfriend
here, and I had changed completely...I used to be an innocent young women, very
quiet, very calm, that would never have done half of what I did this summer.
Maybe being back in Ireland would bring the old me back... I did not know. I
sigh and look down at my sink then back at the mirror. I shake my head then get
ready for my shower. I dry my hair and put on some clothes and head out the
door (Polyvore). I make my
way to my flat well Zachs flat...My hand hovers in front of the door hesitating
on knocking or not. Just as I was about to knock, the door opens up.
-"Abbilin..."
He says almost out of breath. I was speechless. Nothing was coming out of my
mouth.
-"You're
back!" He says kind of confused, happy, mad, hurt..."come in."
He says letting me in.
-"Would
you like some tea?" He asks as I sit down on his couch.
-"Hum
sure." I smile awkwardly. I get confy on the couch as Zach walks back into
the living room with two cups of tea.
-"So
how have you been?" He asks siting in front of me.
-"I
have been good. You?"
-"I've
had a nice summer...work took up most of my time." He smiles and there was
a pose. "How was New York? I thought you were coming back at the end of
summer?"
-"Humm
New York was epic! I hung out a lot with Emely and the boys from One Direction.
I aslo got a job at vogue magazine! I worked as an intern. And well my job is
sort of why I'm not back yet…" I say starting with exictement then slowly
looking at the ground.
-"What
do you mean?"
-"Well
my boss, Jennifer, gave me an offer the other day...It's a full time job as her
assistant and gave me a contract for modeling." I say playing with my
hands.
-"oh…"
He says putting his tea down.
-"I
have not taken the job offer yet!" I quickly add.
-"Well
you should...it's just…" I starts but then stops talking.
-"It's
just what?" I asks.
-"I
never knew that you liked fashion…" He says.
-"I
thought you figured!" I say laughing a bit.
-"Oh...Well
you should take this job offer if it's really your passion." He says
understandingly...I knew this was awkward for him and it was awkward for me
to...but I had to see him.
-"I
think I will." I says sipping my tea. Another silence comes up and this
time it was longer then the last one and even more awkward.
-"Why
did you ignore all my calls and texts this summer?" He asks trying to keep
calm.
-"Zach…"
I sigh. I had no Idea what to say. "I think we both new this was
coming." I say keeping me calm. "I-I just don't think we are meant
for one another."
-"I
waited for you! For 3 months! I have been faithful and now you're telling me
you cheated on me!" He shouts.
-"I
never said I did that!" I shout back.
-"Oh
god! I sense it! While you were out having fun with another guy, I have been
siting in this flat that belongs to us, for the whole time." He says
getting up and passing his hands trew his ginger curls.
-"Zach,
I'm sorry." I say holding back tears.
-"Don't
go." He says sititng down to me and putting his arm around me.
-"What?"
I ask confused.
-"Stay
with me. Come back to Ireland." He says.
-"But
Zach, I-"
-"Marry me!" He says with impulse.
-"Marry me!" He says with impulse.
-"What!?
Zach-" I say so confused.
-"Marry
me!" He says again with more impulse.
*So sorry for being very late! I've got exams comming up, and humm well I game a lot...and I just got black ops 2 so that's why I'm really late... :P yes I know I'm a geek, but I love to game :D Anyways I've already started part 8 so yeah :) Sorry once more!*
*So sorry for being very late! I've got exams comming up, and humm well I game a lot...and I just got black ops 2 so that's why I'm really late... :P yes I know I'm a geek, but I love to game :D Anyways I've already started part 8 so yeah :) Sorry once more!*