Imagine-
-"Oh Hello Jacqueline!" Simon says as I enter his house and give him a hug and kiss on the cheeck. "You look stunning!" He says looking at what I was wearing while taking my jacket from my hands. http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_34/set?id=60839994
-"Thanks" I smile. It was around christmas time and my uncle Simon was hosting this big christmas party with many celebrities invited.
-"You grew so much! You used to be so small! I still can't believe you're a grown woman!"
-"I'm only 18!"
-"Last time I saw you you were 8! You changed so much!"
-"Thanks." I smile.
-"Come I want to introduce you to a few people." He says and I follow him. We meet a few people that I did not know and we talked for a while.
-"Oh the boys! I've been looking for you!" Simon says walking up to a group of boys standing together.
-"Boys this is my niece." He says.
-"Hi. I'm Jacqueline." I smile.
-"Jacqueline this is Harry, Louis, Liam, Zayn and Niall." Simon introduces them to me and I shake their hands. They seemed familiar but I had no Idea why.
-"I created them!" I hear Simon say as I snap out of my toughts.
-"What?!" I askes confused and somewhat disgusted.
-"I created One Direction so I created them." Simon says kind of disapointed I did not know who they were. But once I heard One Direction I realized who they were. I never really listened to them an was indiferent towards them.
-"Sorry I offended you uncle Simon." I smirk.
-"So..you want to go grab a drink?" The boy with the curly hair and brown eyes says. I think his name was Harry.
-"She is off limits Harry. Don't dare touch her." Simon says in a protective uncle way.
-"Fine." He says pouting sort of.
-"Oh Jacqueline! I want you to meet someone!" Simon says turning his head and mentioning me to follow him. I smile at the five boys and walk away with Simon.
*Harry's POV*
*About an hour later*
I walk out onto the back porch and realize someone is already here. I walk up next to her and realize she is only wearing her dress and no jacket or small coat to keep warm when it was about 4 degrees Celicus outside (40 degrees F).
-"Hey." I say.
-"Hi." She says turning her head towards me.
-"Jacqueling right?" I ask realizing who it was.
-"Yes, and you are Harry?" She says with a beautiful smile.
-"Yeap." I say and then there was a moment of silence.
-"Are you cold?" I say as I realize she is shivering.
-"Oh no I'm fine." She says with another beautiful smile.
-"Here take my coat." I say taking my jacket that I was wearing with my tux and puting it on her sholders.
-"Thanks." She says gracefully with a smile of greatfulness.
-"It's really beautiful outside tonight." I say to start a conversation.
-"Yeah. I love to come and watch the stars. I find them so intersting."
-"There are so many of them."
-"I find it amazing how they are light years away but they still shine brighter than anything else." She says.
-"Well they don't shine as bright as you." I say and I see her blush a bit.
-"You're sweet thanks." She says not to sure what to answer. I slowly step a bit closer to her.
-"Do you live near here?" I ask breaking another silence.
-"Well I go to CSVPA, Cambridge School of Visual and Performing Arts. I'm in the Drama Foundation, and I study in the Classical and Contemporary Acting stream." She says.
-"That's incredible!" I say
-"Yeah and once I graduate from there I already got a scolarship to go to RADA, The Royal Academy of Dramatic Art."
-"WHAT!?" I say extremely suprised.
-"Yeah I know I still can't believe it! I'm only graduating in 3 years!"
-"That's amazing! So what can you do?" I ask.
-"Well I sing, I dance ballet and contemporary and I can act of course." She giggles, and I get a little bit closer and try to grab her hand.
-"Humm." She says looking down at our hands and baking off.
-"Oh I'm sorry." I say awkwardly.
-"Ummm I have to go." She says starting to walk away.
-"Wait can I get your number?" I say.
-"Will see." She says and walks away.
-"What does that mean?" I ask but she was already gone.
*Jacqueline's POV*
I run back inside not realizing I was still wearing his jacket. So I grab a piece of paper and write down my number on it. I shove it into his jacket pocket and give it to one of his band members after saying goodbye to Simon. I lived in Cambridge wich was about 1h30 away I had a bus ticket that left at around midnight and it was about 11:30 when I left Simons house.
*Two hours later*
I finally arrived at my dorm room back at CSVPA. I know it was christmas in a few days and everyone was gone to spend the holidays with their family's but I had no where to go. My mom disapeared, well more just left one morning and never came back, when I was about five years old. My dad was god knows where, I hardly ever hear from him. He pays everything for my school but never once saw any of my play's. He was present as I grew up but once I turned 13 he sent me off to boarding school. I used to spend my holidays at my grand-parents house or at boarding school. This year I was actually suprised to see I got an invitation to my uncles party. But of course it was only a little party. So like every year since my grand-parents died I spend my holidays here at CSVPA. I walk into my dorm room and throw my shoes off. I had slept through the whol trip but was still exhausted. So I grab my PJ's and take off my make-up. I grab my blackberry out of my purse and settle down in bed. I turn off all my alarms and check my twitter and then set my phone down on my night table.
*The next day. (Christams Eve)*
I get up around 10 am. My dorm room was decorated. I had a few lights put up and a few decorations. I smile as I look out my window and see it was snowing. I decide to grab a shower then go out to a starbuck in town. So I hop into the shower to quickly clean myself up then I grab a pair of jeans, an oversided shirt and my hugs (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=63996244). I shove my laptop, Ipod, Blackberry, wallet and my book into my adidas bag and walk out the dorm with my keys. I walk passed the main room of the dorm where our dorm supervisors office was. There was couches and a fireplace too. They had put up a fake tree in the corner next to the fireplace and it was all decorated. At the other end of the room was a TV and some more couches. I say goodbye to Livy my dorm monitor and walk out into the chilly winter air. I grab the bus that brought me to down town. I find a starbuck and stand in line to order my drink and food. Once I order I find a table at the end and sit down.
-"Jacqueline?" I hear a familiar voice say a while after I sat down. I look up to see that curly haired boy with those sparkly green eyes. "Hey."
-"Hey!"
-"I found your number in my pocket last night."
-"Why did you not text?"
-"I was scared to apear to eager."
-"I understand." I say with a small laugh.
-"You spending christmas with your family?"
-''I don't have family my parents are god know where but what are you doing in Cambridge?" I ask closing my laptop and taking a sip from my latte.
-"Well I'm making my way to Holmes Chapel but wanted to pass by Cambridge to see what it looks like, and because I'm catching my train to Holmes Chapel from here." He says. "But what do you meen you're spending christmas alone! You can't spend it alone!" He says.
-"Well I have no where else to go so I spend all of my holidays in my dorm at CSVPA."
-"Well grab your things! And let's get to your dorm! You are spending christmas with me and my family!" He says puting my things in my bag.
-"But I don't really know you or your family!"
-"Don't worry they will love you now comon!" He says and we make our way to my school. I grab my suit case and start to throw things in it.
*A few hours Later*
-"Hey mom. " he says walking into his house.
-"Hey honey!" She start then realizes I was there. "And this must be Jacqueline...Nice to meet you!'' his mom says shaking my hand. "Gemma will be here later on tonight, and tomorrow we have a few friends coming over." She explains then Harry grabs my bags to show me to my room.
*The next day at the party*
The party was pretty fancy. There was more people then I expected. The party had already started downstairs but I was still in my room getting ready.
-"Voila!" I say to myself putting my last pin in my hair then stepping in front of the mirror to look at myself one last time.
(http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=64012264) I smile satisfied out myself then decide to walk downstairs. I slowly turn red when many people turn their heads to look at me but then I get a little more confortable when I see Harry waiting at the bottom of the stairs.
-"Wow." He says catching his breath and I blush intense.
-"Stick with me tonight and everything will be fine." He smiles and motions me to put my arm around his. We spend the night walking around making fun of people and making small talk with others.
-"Want to go in the bassement. It's more quiet." He says about an hour after spending time with people I don't know.
-"Sure." I smile and he brings me to the bassement. Once we arrive in front of the sofa I quickly crash on it and throw my heels off.
-"Well you seem tired." He jokes.
-"Ha ha ha. My feet are killing me!" I say in a mocking way. It felt so natural around him. As if I've known him forever. Like he has been my best friend since birth.
-"I understand." He says.
-"Ha ha ha. That's cute. You try spending a whole night in heels you'd be trowing the heels off after 15 minutes." I say laughing.
-"Probably." He says admiting defeat. Then walking to the other end of the room to do something. I soon hear music playing. Harry steps into the middle of the room and start dancing like nobody was watching.
-"Oh god." I say laughing and hiding my head.
-"Ok ok! I think this is more something for you." He says switching songs with his remote. I hear Savage Garden, Truly madly deeply starting to play and he walks up to me and gives me his hand.
-"May you accord me this dance." He asks like a gentleman. I smile and grab his hand to get up. He puts his arms around my waist and I put my arms around his neck. At first I was just staring into his eyes they were just so beautiful. Then I soon layed my head on his sholder as he brought me closer to him.
-"Hey look." He says looking at the roof.
-"What?" I ask confused.
-"We are under a mistletoe." He says smiling then looking down at my.
-"It seems we are." I say turning my head a bit to hide my blush.I feel his soft hand settle on my chin and pull me gently towards him, and then his soft lips pressed against mine. It was all so perfect. It felt like time had just stoped as we kissed.
*THE END*
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Friends with Benefits (Destiny)
Imagine-
*Destiny POV*
-"Hey humm Zayn I've got a question." Liam says walking into the room. "Oh god gosh!" He says seeing Zayn and I under the white sheet. "I'm deeply sorry." He mutters quickly before shuting the door.
-"Zayn I'm starting to think we should not be doing this here." I say.
-"Maybe. Maybe we should juste head over to your house." He winks.
Ok ok wait! Stop! Let me explain first because this makes no sense right now. So Zayn and I met at a club one night. I ended bringing him back home and giving him my number. Since then we have been meeting up from time to time. We talked about it many times and we always said. 'We are just friend...who hook up once in a while...'
*Liam's POV*
-"Oh god." I say walking back into the kitchen.
-"She here again?" Louis says.
-"Yep. God what is up with them." I say siting down.
-"This is kind of getting crazy." Harry says catching on to the conversation.
-"Yeah. I'm tired of walking up on them like I did today." I say.
-"We need to talk to him about this." Louis says.
-"I can't believe how she plays along with this!" I say
-"What a s-" Harry starts.
-"Oh hey Destiny!" I say in a sort of fake joyful way.
-"What a what?" She says confused. She was wearing one of Zayn's sweaters with no pants on. Her hair was a mess but still looked nice.
-"What a slippy for." Harry says catching his words.
-"What?" She asks confused.
-"Yeah Harry almosted triped on it because it was slippery." I say catching on to his lie.
-"You guys are wierd." She says grabing a glass a juice then leaving the room.
-"Nice catch." Louis says laughing a bit.
-"Thanks" Harry says winking and bowing.
*Destiny's POV*
-"Hey humm Zayn? " I say as he comes up behind me grabbing my waist and kissing my neck.
-"Yeah." He says looking at me trew the mirror.
-"We are just friends with benefits right?"
-"Yeah babe." He says. "Why?"
-"Well is it ok if we cancel for tonight?"
-"Yeah sure...but why?'' He asks turning me around so I can face him.
-"Well I have a date with this guy." I say unwraping myself from his arms to grab my clothes.
-"Wait? What's his name?"
-"Marcus." I say puting my jeans on.
-"How do you know him?"
-"I met him in a caffe." I reply putting my shirt on.
-"Where is he taking you?"
-"Why all these questions!" I pout fixing my hair up and putting my shoes and jacket on.
-"I-I." I stutters.
-"Look I've got to go. I need to go shopping then I have to get ready. Anyways see ya soon." I say walking up and kissing him on the cheeck then head for the door.
*Zayn's POV*
-"Where did Destiny go?" Niall asks with his mouth full. "We just saw her run out the door."
-"She has a date with this guy she met. So she is going shopping."
-"And this does not bother you?" Liam asks.
-"Nope. We are just friends." I say trying to hide my little bit of pain.
-"Yeah friends with A LOT of benefits!" Louis almost shouts.
-"There is no feelings betwen us." I say lying again.
-"Whatever. So you're free tonight?" Harry asks.
-"Yeah why?"
-"We got invited to a party at Simon's house" Liam explains.
-"Well of course I'm comming." I say happly.
*Destiny's POV*
-"What? You're canceling on me AGAIN?!" Zayn says lifting his voice trew the phone.
-"Yeah I have a date tonight..." I reply softly.
-"What this is like your fourth date with him!?"
-"Fifth..."
-"Fine..." He groans. "Where is he bringing you?"
-"He is bringing me to this fancy restaurant. Anyways I have to go." I say and hang up. It was about 7:30 and Marcus should be here any moment.
*Ding Dong*
I hear the door bell ring and get up. I stand in front of my mirror wearing this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=63933075
-"Wow." Marcus says breathless.
-"Thanks." I say blushing. "You don't look so bad either."
-"Ready?"
-"Yeap." I say walking out the flat then locking my door.
We arrive at this restaurant that looked very expencive and felt kind of guilty that he was paying for this.
*Half way trew the meal*
-"I'm guessing it's faith that made me spill your coffe that day." Marcus says.
-"I don't know because if it was really meant to be I would of met you anyways."
-"You are just so adorable." Marcus says.
-"I can't take this anymore." Zayn half shouts out of breath running into the restaurant and stopping in front of my table. "Look Marcus you seem like a very nice guy but you don't deserve her. I do." He starts.
-"What are you doing Zayn!" I say embaresed.
-"Look I never realized how much I actually liked you until you told me that you had met a boy. I know we told each other we were only friends that when we would hook up it meant nothing. But now that you're gone I actually realize how much I like you. God forbid me how much I love you! And don't tell me you don't feel the same way because if you tell me right now that you don't have any feelings say it or forever hold you peace." He says then goes silent.
-"Why are you not speaking? Why don't you tell him to leave?" Marcus asks a few seconds later.
-"Look Marcus you're a really nice guy but..." I start
-"I can't believe this!" He almost shouts. "Have a nice life! I can't believed I waisted my time on you! Goodbye we are over." He says and walks out. I look at him walking out then at Zayn in disbeleif. I slowly get up and grab my little jacket I had brought along. I walk out of the door still shocked.
-"What was that!" I shout as I hear Zayn running up to me.
-'' I was just saving your but!"
-"I can't believed you ruinned everything for Marcus and I! Like I can't believe you would ever do such a thing to me! I actually liked him! Now I will never be able to get him back! You ruined everything Zayn! I just can't believe that you out of all people would do that! How could yo-" I start to say but get cut off by Zayn's lips pressed against mine.
-"If you really liked him you would of spoken up when I gave you the chance. But instead you stayed silent. Everything I said was true. I just forgot to ask one thing."
-"What!" I say annoyed at hearing the truth. I did stay silent! I did feel extrem butterfly's when he kissed me. I think I actually really liked him.
-"Will you bemy girlfriend and not just some girl that I sleep around with that comes and goes. I want you to be mine and I want the world to know!"
-"Yes!" I reply without thinking. I guess I let my heart speak instead of letting my brain think. My lips quickly pressed against his to a perfect kiss.
*Destiny POV*
-"Hey humm Zayn I've got a question." Liam says walking into the room. "Oh god gosh!" He says seeing Zayn and I under the white sheet. "I'm deeply sorry." He mutters quickly before shuting the door.
-"Zayn I'm starting to think we should not be doing this here." I say.
-"Maybe. Maybe we should juste head over to your house." He winks.
Ok ok wait! Stop! Let me explain first because this makes no sense right now. So Zayn and I met at a club one night. I ended bringing him back home and giving him my number. Since then we have been meeting up from time to time. We talked about it many times and we always said. 'We are just friend...who hook up once in a while...'
*Liam's POV*
-"Oh god." I say walking back into the kitchen.
-"She here again?" Louis says.
-"Yep. God what is up with them." I say siting down.
-"This is kind of getting crazy." Harry says catching on to the conversation.
-"Yeah. I'm tired of walking up on them like I did today." I say.
-"We need to talk to him about this." Louis says.
-"I can't believe how she plays along with this!" I say
-"What a s-" Harry starts.
-"Oh hey Destiny!" I say in a sort of fake joyful way.
-"What a what?" She says confused. She was wearing one of Zayn's sweaters with no pants on. Her hair was a mess but still looked nice.
-"What a slippy for." Harry says catching his words.
-"What?" She asks confused.
-"Yeah Harry almosted triped on it because it was slippery." I say catching on to his lie.
-"You guys are wierd." She says grabing a glass a juice then leaving the room.
-"Nice catch." Louis says laughing a bit.
-"Thanks" Harry says winking and bowing.
*Destiny's POV*
-"Hey humm Zayn? " I say as he comes up behind me grabbing my waist and kissing my neck.
-"Yeah." He says looking at me trew the mirror.
-"We are just friends with benefits right?"
-"Yeah babe." He says. "Why?"
-"Well is it ok if we cancel for tonight?"
-"Yeah sure...but why?'' He asks turning me around so I can face him.
-"Well I have a date with this guy." I say unwraping myself from his arms to grab my clothes.
-"Wait? What's his name?"
-"Marcus." I say puting my jeans on.
-"How do you know him?"
-"I met him in a caffe." I reply putting my shirt on.
-"Where is he taking you?"
-"Why all these questions!" I pout fixing my hair up and putting my shoes and jacket on.
-"I-I." I stutters.
-"Look I've got to go. I need to go shopping then I have to get ready. Anyways see ya soon." I say walking up and kissing him on the cheeck then head for the door.
*Zayn's POV*
-"Where did Destiny go?" Niall asks with his mouth full. "We just saw her run out the door."
-"She has a date with this guy she met. So she is going shopping."
-"And this does not bother you?" Liam asks.
-"Nope. We are just friends." I say trying to hide my little bit of pain.
-"Yeah friends with A LOT of benefits!" Louis almost shouts.
-"There is no feelings betwen us." I say lying again.
-"Whatever. So you're free tonight?" Harry asks.
-"Yeah why?"
-"We got invited to a party at Simon's house" Liam explains.
-"Well of course I'm comming." I say happly.
*Destiny's POV*
-"What? You're canceling on me AGAIN?!" Zayn says lifting his voice trew the phone.
-"Yeah I have a date tonight..." I reply softly.
-"What this is like your fourth date with him!?"
-"Fifth..."
-"Fine..." He groans. "Where is he bringing you?"
-"He is bringing me to this fancy restaurant. Anyways I have to go." I say and hang up. It was about 7:30 and Marcus should be here any moment.
*Ding Dong*
I hear the door bell ring and get up. I stand in front of my mirror wearing this: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=63933075
-"Wow." Marcus says breathless.
-"Thanks." I say blushing. "You don't look so bad either."
-"Ready?"
-"Yeap." I say walking out the flat then locking my door.
We arrive at this restaurant that looked very expencive and felt kind of guilty that he was paying for this.
*Half way trew the meal*
-"I'm guessing it's faith that made me spill your coffe that day." Marcus says.
-"I don't know because if it was really meant to be I would of met you anyways."
-"You are just so adorable." Marcus says.
-"I can't take this anymore." Zayn half shouts out of breath running into the restaurant and stopping in front of my table. "Look Marcus you seem like a very nice guy but you don't deserve her. I do." He starts.
-"What are you doing Zayn!" I say embaresed.
-"Look I never realized how much I actually liked you until you told me that you had met a boy. I know we told each other we were only friends that when we would hook up it meant nothing. But now that you're gone I actually realize how much I like you. God forbid me how much I love you! And don't tell me you don't feel the same way because if you tell me right now that you don't have any feelings say it or forever hold you peace." He says then goes silent.
-"Why are you not speaking? Why don't you tell him to leave?" Marcus asks a few seconds later.
-"Look Marcus you're a really nice guy but..." I start
-"I can't believe this!" He almost shouts. "Have a nice life! I can't believed I waisted my time on you! Goodbye we are over." He says and walks out. I look at him walking out then at Zayn in disbeleif. I slowly get up and grab my little jacket I had brought along. I walk out of the door still shocked.
-"What was that!" I shout as I hear Zayn running up to me.
-'' I was just saving your but!"
-"I can't believed you ruinned everything for Marcus and I! Like I can't believe you would ever do such a thing to me! I actually liked him! Now I will never be able to get him back! You ruined everything Zayn! I just can't believe that you out of all people would do that! How could yo-" I start to say but get cut off by Zayn's lips pressed against mine.
-"If you really liked him you would of spoken up when I gave you the chance. But instead you stayed silent. Everything I said was true. I just forgot to ask one thing."
-"What!" I say annoyed at hearing the truth. I did stay silent! I did feel extrem butterfly's when he kissed me. I think I actually really liked him.
-"Will you bemy girlfriend and not just some girl that I sleep around with that comes and goes. I want you to be mine and I want the world to know!"
-"Yes!" I reply without thinking. I guess I let my heart speak instead of letting my brain think. My lips quickly pressed against his to a perfect kiss.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
A troubling suprise (Karolina)
Imagine-
-"Hey guys! This is Karolina! I've known her since forever we can say. She has forever and always been my best friend." Josh says as we walk into the recording studio.
-"Hey." I say smiling awkwardly. I did not really listen there music so this was kind of awkward for me.
-"This is..." Josh starts.
-"Hi I'm Harry." I guys with curly hair and green eyes pops up into the air and goes to shake my hand, while winking at me.
-"Yeah that's Harry. Then there is Niall, Liam, Zayn, and Louis." Josh says pointing at each one of them.
-"Hey." They all smile.
-"So you two dating?" Harry asks.
-"No! No! No! Never!" I quickly reply.
-"Yeah humm don't mention anything like that ever again please..." Josh says kind of red.
-"Oh I'm sorry." Harry says turning away.
-"It's time to record!" This tall man says coming into the room. All the boys get up and leave the room and leave me alone. So I sit down on the couch and wait awkwardly for someone to come back.
*Harry's POV*
-"So what's up with Karolina?"I ask.
-"What?" Josh says.
-"Well I mean...she's hot! I mean if she was MY best friend, I'd probably of done it with her already." I say.
-"Don't you dare touching her!" Josh shouts. "I swear she is off limits. If you dare set one finger on her you're a dead man!" He says almost pushing me against the wall.
-"Why so overly protective!" I say in deffense.
-"None of your buisness! Don't you dare lay a finger on her she is off limits ok!" He says angrily and walks away. I have to find out what happened betwen them. Because telling me she is off limits makes me want her more.
*Josh's POV*
-"Why so overly protective!" Harry says sort of backing away
-"None of your buisness! Don't you dare lay a finger on her she is off limits ok!" I say angrily and walk faster. We had just finished recording and we're heading back to the lounge. I walk in slaming the door.
-"We are leaving!" I say grabbing Karolina's arm and pulling her out as the boys were walking into the room.
-"What happened?" I hear Liam says confusingly but ignore it and walk out quickly.
-"What's wrong with you!" Karolina says once we arrive outside. "Let go of me!" She says yanking her arm out of my hand.
-"Nothing! Let's just go home!" I half shout.
-"No! What's wrong! I would of loved to talk more to the boys! They seemed nice." She says sort of annoyed.
-"Please can we just get home."
-"Not until you tell me what's wrong!"
-"I'll buy you some starbucks if we leave now."
-"Fine! You know me to well." She says trying to pout to hide her smile. We make our way back to our flat and order some Nandos and set down in front of the TV.
*A week later*
*Karolina's POV*
-"I'm going over to the boys flat. I don't know when I'll be back so I'll text you if I'm sleeping over or not." I hear Josh say.
-"Hey wait up! I'm coming!" I say quickly.
-"No..." He reply's.
-"Yes! I don't care what you say! I've been stuck in this house for a week! Let me get out! Now give me five minutes to get decent." I say as an order and go and get changed.
*Ten minutes later*
-"Are you ready already!" Josh shouts from the living room.
-"Yeah yeah!" I shout back checking my outfit one last time in front of the mirror. http://www.polyvore.com/day_out_during_winter/set?id=61307966
I was the middle of winter so I was wearing something nice but cozy.
-"Well that took you forever." He says grabbing his keys.
-"Whatever." I pout and walk out the door.
*At the Boys Flat*
-"Hey guys! I brought Karolina with me." Josh says grabbing my coat and hanging it up.
-"Oh hey Karolina!" One of the boys shouts from the living room.
-"Hey Karolina!" Harry says pushing Zayn off the couch to give me a spot.
-"What the?" Zayn says confused.
-"You can sit here Karo." Harry says mentioning me to come sit down. We started watching Toy Story because Liam begged us. During the movie I felt Harry slowly put his arm around me but as it happened Josh coughed unsubtly staring and Harry and I. So Harry took his arm back to himself and went back to watching the movie. A while later I feel my phone vibrate and look at it. It was from my mom.
"Darlin, I have some news for you. Can we talk?" I read then slowly get up to go to the kitchen.
*Five minutes later*
-"What's wrong?" I hear Josh say walking into the room.
-"Mom and Dad are getting a divorce." I say out of breath with a shocked expresion.
-"What?!" Josh says. Well to get this I kind of have to explain a few things. Josh and I were best friends since childhood because our parents were really good friends and would bring us along when they would go out. As we grew up Josh and I stayed best friends. But Josh and I started to get feelings for each other but as we wanted to try going out my mom and his dad came up to us one night and told us they were getting engaged after struggling the whole year with getting divorced. So Josh and I could never try going out.
-"Do you know what this means!" I say.
-"We can finaly be together." Josh smiles.
-"What she's your sister!?" Harry says walking into the kitchen.
-"Oh shit!" I mutter.
-"Let me explain." Josh says starting to explain everything from my mom and his dad being best friends then from his fathers cruel divorce and my mom loosing my dad because of cancer. Then how they told us they were getting married when him and I were about to start dating. Then we had to spend seven years getting over each other till today and the divorce.
-"So that's why you're so overly protective of her." Harry says.
-"Look Josh about us...it's been to long and I'm not sure of my feelings for you now. I'm sorry." I say and walk out.
*Harry's POV*
-"Harry just don't do anything stupid like break her heart." Josh says sadly walking away. I run out of the kitchen to go find Karolina who had just ran out of the house without her coat. I grab my jacket and her's and meet her in the park across the streat.
-"Here you go." I say siting next to her passing her, her coat.
-"Let's go somewhere warm." I say grabbing her hand and walking her to the bar at the end of the street.
*The next day*
*Karolina's POV*
I wake up in this bed in this room that I had never been in before. I wake up and no one was in the room. I was naked under the sheats. I grab my clothes laying in the floor and get dressed. But as I get dressed I hear water runing coming from the bathroom. The door was halfway shut. Steam was comming out of it so I decide to peak my head inside. I was only wearing my underwear and shirt. I see a body behind the shower drapes and a few memories from last night come back. My mom and dad are getting divorced. I walk in the bathroom and the water stops and the curtains open.
-"You're awake!" Harry says getting out of the shower without a towel.
-"Oh god get dressed." I say throwing him a towel.
-"That's not what you said last night." He winks and another part of last night comes back. We went to a bar and drank to much. He brought me back to his flat and we got it going.
-"Oh god. No no no!" I say running out of the bathroom and put my pants on. I grab my jacket and put my boots on as fast as I could.
-"Where are you going?" He says.
-"Leaving!" I shout and run home.
*A month later*
*Karolina's POV*
I hear someone knocking on the door of the flat. Josh was spending time with his dad to help him with the divorce. So I slowly got up from the living room. I was wearing my PJ's and had a messy bun. I open the door to my suprise it was Harry.
-"What are you doing here?" I say annoyed, and about to close the door but he puts his foot to block me.
-"Look I know I must of messed up any shot I might of had with you, but let me tell you this. For the past month, I've been struggling with my feelings for you since the first day I saw you. I just wanted to say I'm crazy about you." He says and I oppened slowly the door.
-"I'm completly in love with you." He says again and without thinking I kissed him.
-"Will you be my girlfriend?" He aks cheeckly.
-"Yes." I reply turning reder then ever.
*THE END*
-"Hey guys! This is Karolina! I've known her since forever we can say. She has forever and always been my best friend." Josh says as we walk into the recording studio.
-"Hey." I say smiling awkwardly. I did not really listen there music so this was kind of awkward for me.
-"This is..." Josh starts.
-"Hi I'm Harry." I guys with curly hair and green eyes pops up into the air and goes to shake my hand, while winking at me.
-"Yeah that's Harry. Then there is Niall, Liam, Zayn, and Louis." Josh says pointing at each one of them.
-"Hey." They all smile.
-"So you two dating?" Harry asks.
-"No! No! No! Never!" I quickly reply.
-"Yeah humm don't mention anything like that ever again please..." Josh says kind of red.
-"Oh I'm sorry." Harry says turning away.
-"It's time to record!" This tall man says coming into the room. All the boys get up and leave the room and leave me alone. So I sit down on the couch and wait awkwardly for someone to come back.
*Harry's POV*
-"So what's up with Karolina?"I ask.
-"What?" Josh says.
-"Well I mean...she's hot! I mean if she was MY best friend, I'd probably of done it with her already." I say.
-"Don't you dare touching her!" Josh shouts. "I swear she is off limits. If you dare set one finger on her you're a dead man!" He says almost pushing me against the wall.
-"Why so overly protective!" I say in deffense.
-"None of your buisness! Don't you dare lay a finger on her she is off limits ok!" He says angrily and walks away. I have to find out what happened betwen them. Because telling me she is off limits makes me want her more.
*Josh's POV*
-"Why so overly protective!" Harry says sort of backing away
-"None of your buisness! Don't you dare lay a finger on her she is off limits ok!" I say angrily and walk faster. We had just finished recording and we're heading back to the lounge. I walk in slaming the door.
-"We are leaving!" I say grabbing Karolina's arm and pulling her out as the boys were walking into the room.
-"What happened?" I hear Liam says confusingly but ignore it and walk out quickly.
-"What's wrong with you!" Karolina says once we arrive outside. "Let go of me!" She says yanking her arm out of my hand.
-"Nothing! Let's just go home!" I half shout.
-"No! What's wrong! I would of loved to talk more to the boys! They seemed nice." She says sort of annoyed.
-"Please can we just get home."
-"Not until you tell me what's wrong!"
-"I'll buy you some starbucks if we leave now."
-"Fine! You know me to well." She says trying to pout to hide her smile. We make our way back to our flat and order some Nandos and set down in front of the TV.
*A week later*
*Karolina's POV*
-"I'm going over to the boys flat. I don't know when I'll be back so I'll text you if I'm sleeping over or not." I hear Josh say.
-"Hey wait up! I'm coming!" I say quickly.
-"No..." He reply's.
-"Yes! I don't care what you say! I've been stuck in this house for a week! Let me get out! Now give me five minutes to get decent." I say as an order and go and get changed.
*Ten minutes later*
-"Are you ready already!" Josh shouts from the living room.
-"Yeah yeah!" I shout back checking my outfit one last time in front of the mirror. http://www.polyvore.com/day_out_during_winter/set?id=61307966
I was the middle of winter so I was wearing something nice but cozy.
-"Well that took you forever." He says grabbing his keys.
-"Whatever." I pout and walk out the door.
*At the Boys Flat*
-"Hey guys! I brought Karolina with me." Josh says grabbing my coat and hanging it up.
-"Oh hey Karolina!" One of the boys shouts from the living room.
-"Hey Karolina!" Harry says pushing Zayn off the couch to give me a spot.
-"What the?" Zayn says confused.
-"You can sit here Karo." Harry says mentioning me to come sit down. We started watching Toy Story because Liam begged us. During the movie I felt Harry slowly put his arm around me but as it happened Josh coughed unsubtly staring and Harry and I. So Harry took his arm back to himself and went back to watching the movie. A while later I feel my phone vibrate and look at it. It was from my mom.
"Darlin, I have some news for you. Can we talk?" I read then slowly get up to go to the kitchen.
*Five minutes later*
-"What's wrong?" I hear Josh say walking into the room.
-"Mom and Dad are getting a divorce." I say out of breath with a shocked expresion.
-"What?!" Josh says. Well to get this I kind of have to explain a few things. Josh and I were best friends since childhood because our parents were really good friends and would bring us along when they would go out. As we grew up Josh and I stayed best friends. But Josh and I started to get feelings for each other but as we wanted to try going out my mom and his dad came up to us one night and told us they were getting engaged after struggling the whole year with getting divorced. So Josh and I could never try going out.
-"Do you know what this means!" I say.
-"We can finaly be together." Josh smiles.
-"What she's your sister!?" Harry says walking into the kitchen.
-"Oh shit!" I mutter.
-"Let me explain." Josh says starting to explain everything from my mom and his dad being best friends then from his fathers cruel divorce and my mom loosing my dad because of cancer. Then how they told us they were getting married when him and I were about to start dating. Then we had to spend seven years getting over each other till today and the divorce.
-"So that's why you're so overly protective of her." Harry says.
-"Look Josh about us...it's been to long and I'm not sure of my feelings for you now. I'm sorry." I say and walk out.
*Harry's POV*
-"Harry just don't do anything stupid like break her heart." Josh says sadly walking away. I run out of the kitchen to go find Karolina who had just ran out of the house without her coat. I grab my jacket and her's and meet her in the park across the streat.
-"Here you go." I say siting next to her passing her, her coat.
-"Let's go somewhere warm." I say grabbing her hand and walking her to the bar at the end of the street.
*The next day*
*Karolina's POV*
I wake up in this bed in this room that I had never been in before. I wake up and no one was in the room. I was naked under the sheats. I grab my clothes laying in the floor and get dressed. But as I get dressed I hear water runing coming from the bathroom. The door was halfway shut. Steam was comming out of it so I decide to peak my head inside. I was only wearing my underwear and shirt. I see a body behind the shower drapes and a few memories from last night come back. My mom and dad are getting divorced. I walk in the bathroom and the water stops and the curtains open.
-"You're awake!" Harry says getting out of the shower without a towel.
-"Oh god get dressed." I say throwing him a towel.
-"That's not what you said last night." He winks and another part of last night comes back. We went to a bar and drank to much. He brought me back to his flat and we got it going.
-"Oh god. No no no!" I say running out of the bathroom and put my pants on. I grab my jacket and put my boots on as fast as I could.
-"Where are you going?" He says.
-"Leaving!" I shout and run home.
*A month later*
*Karolina's POV*
I hear someone knocking on the door of the flat. Josh was spending time with his dad to help him with the divorce. So I slowly got up from the living room. I was wearing my PJ's and had a messy bun. I open the door to my suprise it was Harry.
-"What are you doing here?" I say annoyed, and about to close the door but he puts his foot to block me.
-"Look I know I must of messed up any shot I might of had with you, but let me tell you this. For the past month, I've been struggling with my feelings for you since the first day I saw you. I just wanted to say I'm crazy about you." He says and I oppened slowly the door.
-"I'm completly in love with you." He says again and without thinking I kissed him.
-"Will you be my girlfriend?" He aks cheeckly.
-"Yes." I reply turning reder then ever.
*THE END*
Monday, November 19, 2012
Memory Lane (Cortney)
Imagine-
*Year 2029*
-"Daddy Daddy." I feel my little girl pulling on my pants.
-"Yes Delilah" I say picking her up in my arms.
-"How did you and mom meet?" She says searching for her words as she speeks.
-"Oh I want to hear this." Jamie, my older daughter, says walking into the room. Delilah was four and Jamie just turned 13.
-"Well it's a funny story. It all started in an elevator." I start
*Flashback to 2013*
-"Oh wait! Hold the elevator" I hear a soft voice say. I look up and see this beautiful women. She was running in her heels, with a coffe in hand and papers in the other one.
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I put my hand to hold the doors and watch her enter the elevator.
-"Thank you so much." She says with a smile and catching her breath.
-"No problem." I say then look away. Where was I, you could ask. I was going to do an interview at a radio station. The boys where already upstairs and I was going to join them. The elevator was silent until we hear a thud.
-"What was that?" She says anxious.
-"I'm not sure." I say looking around. I feel the elevator come to stop.
-"No no no no no! This can't be happening! I'm already late!" She says starting to panic.
-"It's ok they will get us out soon." I say trying to confort her.
-"Argg" She says under her breath.
-"I'm Niall by the way."
-"Cortney." She smiles.
-"Nice to meet you." I say.
We spent about an hour and a hald in the elevator waiting for it to start again. We talked about our lifes and got to know each other. We exchanged numbers and said goodbye.
*Flash back finished*
*Year 2029*
-"I was 18 when I met him." Cortney says walking into the room. I toured with him after we started to date." She continues.
-"So where did you bring mom for the first date." Jamie asks.
-"Well I brought her to a fair that was in town. I won her a teddy bear, bought her cotton candy and other things. We had a lot of fun. As the sun was setting we went on the ferris wheel. We where at the top of the ferris wheel when I kissed her." I explain.
-"So I left with him on tour a week later. We had our ups and downs. I had problems with the paparazzi from time to time. And I almost broke up with him until..." She starts.
-"Until she found out she was pregnant with you." I finish her sentence.
-"I was only 21 and I was freaking out, but Niall was there for me."
-"We had been together for a year and a half only."
-"But we stayed together no matter what."
-"After she gave birth to you we bought this house for us even tought I would be gone most of the time." I say
-"When you turned three, you and I went to join Niall in New York." She says.
-"During one of the songs I brought her up on stage. I sang 'Back for you' for her and ended the song on one knee with a proposal wring." I say smilling more then ever.
-"I still remember that day as if it was yesterday. The whole croud was singing along to the song but they all went silent at the same time when they say Niall on one knee with a ring in his hand." She says and I kiss her.
-"Ewww!" Jamie says and Delilah hides her face in her hands and we both start to laugh.
-" Ten years together already." I say smiling bright.
-"And I don't regret anything at all." She finishes.
*THE END!*
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*Year 2029*
-"Daddy Daddy." I feel my little girl pulling on my pants.
-"Yes Delilah" I say picking her up in my arms.
-"How did you and mom meet?" She says searching for her words as she speeks.
-"Oh I want to hear this." Jamie, my older daughter, says walking into the room. Delilah was four and Jamie just turned 13.
-"Well it's a funny story. It all started in an elevator." I start
*Flashback to 2013*
-"Oh wait! Hold the elevator" I hear a soft voice say. I look up and see this beautiful women. She was running in her heels, with a coffe in hand and papers in the other one.
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I put my hand to hold the doors and watch her enter the elevator.
-"Thank you so much." She says with a smile and catching her breath.
-"No problem." I say then look away. Where was I, you could ask. I was going to do an interview at a radio station. The boys where already upstairs and I was going to join them. The elevator was silent until we hear a thud.
-"What was that?" She says anxious.
-"I'm not sure." I say looking around. I feel the elevator come to stop.
-"No no no no no! This can't be happening! I'm already late!" She says starting to panic.
-"It's ok they will get us out soon." I say trying to confort her.
-"Argg" She says under her breath.
-"I'm Niall by the way."
-"Cortney." She smiles.
-"Nice to meet you." I say.
We spent about an hour and a hald in the elevator waiting for it to start again. We talked about our lifes and got to know each other. We exchanged numbers and said goodbye.
*Flash back finished*
*Year 2029*
-"I was 18 when I met him." Cortney says walking into the room. I toured with him after we started to date." She continues.
-"So where did you bring mom for the first date." Jamie asks.
-"Well I brought her to a fair that was in town. I won her a teddy bear, bought her cotton candy and other things. We had a lot of fun. As the sun was setting we went on the ferris wheel. We where at the top of the ferris wheel when I kissed her." I explain.
-"So I left with him on tour a week later. We had our ups and downs. I had problems with the paparazzi from time to time. And I almost broke up with him until..." She starts.
-"Until she found out she was pregnant with you." I finish her sentence.
-"I was only 21 and I was freaking out, but Niall was there for me."
-"We had been together for a year and a half only."
-"But we stayed together no matter what."
-"After she gave birth to you we bought this house for us even tought I would be gone most of the time." I say
-"When you turned three, you and I went to join Niall in New York." She says.
-"During one of the songs I brought her up on stage. I sang 'Back for you' for her and ended the song on one knee with a proposal wring." I say smilling more then ever.
-"I still remember that day as if it was yesterday. The whole croud was singing along to the song but they all went silent at the same time when they say Niall on one knee with a ring in his hand." She says and I kiss her.
-"Ewww!" Jamie says and Delilah hides her face in her hands and we both start to laugh.
-" Ten years together already." I say smiling bright.
-"And I don't regret anything at all." She finishes.
*THE END!*
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Hi guys! I have an offer for you all!
I wanted to do an Imagine with different girls in it! So here are the spots.
Niall's Best Friend: TAKEN (Karolina)
Harry's Best Friend: TAKEN (Mamata)
Liam's Best Friend: TAKEN (Destiny)
Zayn's Friend:
Louis' Best Friend: TAKEN (Kaylee)
Loui' Sister (Playing Lottie but using your name):
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So yep! I'd love to have participants! First arrived First served! I'll update this post with the roles. Just tell me your name and email so I can communicate with you for more info about you for the role!
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Hi guys! I have an offer for you all!
I wanted to do an Imagine with different girls in it! So here are the spots.
Niall's Best Friend: TAKEN (Karolina)
Harry's Best Friend: TAKEN (Mamata)
Liam's Best Friend: TAKEN (Destiny)
Zayn's Friend:
Louis' Best Friend: TAKEN (Kaylee)
Loui' Sister (Playing Lottie but using your name):
Josh's old friend (Best friend but got dinstance since he got into the band):
Main Girl: TAKEN (Emely)
Main Girl Best friend: TAKEN (Jacqueline)
So yep! I'd love to have participants! First arrived First served! I'll update this post with the roles. Just tell me your name and email so I can communicate with you for more info about you for the role!
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Tuesday, November 13, 2012
Little things (Iorna)
Imagine-
"Hi, my name is Iorna. I'm fifteen. I'm a very insecure person. I have an eating disorder and anxiety problem, and this is my story of how someone special saved my life."
*A month earlier*
-"Iorna! Super!" I hear my mom shout from the kitchen.
-"Coming!" I shout back as I clean up the bathroom and run downstairs and sit down at the table.
-"Why are you not eating?" My mom says as I play with my food.
-"I had a big lunch at school today and I'm not really hungry."
-"Well at least take a bite out of you chicken you love chiken it's your favorite." My mom says and I fake a smile across my face. I garb a few small bites and run up to my room.
My whole story begins at school really. I kept on getting bullied by other girls and sometimes a few boys. They called me fat, they called me Shaky ior. One night I stood in front of the mirror and took a good hard look at me. I stood there for about an hour. After that day we can say everything started going downhill. My bullying got more and more intense and things started to get bad at home. I started cutting myself, starved myself, and foreced myself to spread a smile across my face. No one really realized anything. So no one would help me get trew this. Until the day a new student arrived at school.
-"Class, I present you Niall Horan. I know he is a big pop start and all but he is determined to finish his school year here. So please treat him like a normal student." Miss Parker our physics teacher tells us. All the girls went crazy as they looked at him. He had crystal bleu eyes and a messy blond hair. He was not much my type so I went back to drawing in my journal, wich had everything in it...from my feelings and emotions to my everyday life. If anyone ever saw it I would kill myself.
-"Hi." I hear an voice say. It sounded unfamiliar with a big accent. I lift my head up from my journal and look to my side. The new kid took the spot next to me. I fake a smile and turn back to my book.
-"I'm Niall." He says trying to make conversation again.
-"Iorna." I say annoyed and go back to drawing. I feel his smile fade away as he heard my answer and took turned his head to the teacher.
*45 minutes later*
The bell rings and I rush out of class to avoid any contact with anyone. I quickly grab my lunch from my locker and run to my hidding spot. I'd go eat at the far end of the court yard behind a shack where no one would go. Sometimes people would come and sit next to me and start teasing me grabing my lunch and other things but most of the days I would be alone. Only me, my lunch, and my journal.
-"Hi" I hear that unfamiliar voice with a thick accent say again. I turn my head and see it's the new kid again. Was he following me? I say to myself. I create another one of my famous fake smiles again and turn back to my journal.
-"You draw well." He says looking at my drawing over my sholder. I quickly snap my book shut and look at him.
-"Oh I'm sorry I did not know it was personal." He says backing away and opening his lunch box. I watch him as he eats his lunch it was seams like one bite.
-"Are you going to eat that?" He says looking at my apple and sandwich that is placed on the table.
-"No I'm not hungry." I say.
-"How can you not be hungry!" He says almost shocked at what I said.
-"I don't have a big appetite." I lie as I feel my stomac groul as if it was ordering me to eat, but I ignored it and said "You want it?"
-"You sure?"
-"Yeah." I say giving him my food.
-"THIS is so good!" He says his mouth full wich made me laugh a bit.
-"I don't know my mom made it."
-"Well tell her she is a good cook."
-"Sure." I smile
-"So tell me about yourself Iorna." He say turning towards me.
-"Humm there is nothing much to say about my life, but humm I have to go. It was nice talking to you." I say as I see a bunch of people walking towards my table. I get up in a rush grabbing my journal and run away as fast as I can.
For a month Niall would always come and meet me at my lunch table. I don't know why he would come but his company made everything seem at ease. For those two months, during lunch time I would not get hurt or bullied until today.
-"Hey Shaky ior!" I heard as I turn my head in one shot and see a people walking up towards me. I grab my books and run off but what I don't realize is that I droped my journal, my precious journal that contains everything.
*Naill' POV*
-"Hey Shaky ior!" I hear and watch as Iorna turns her head. She garbs her books and run off before I could react.
-"Where ya going ior!" They shout again but she was long gone. They start laughing and turn away. I watch them as they make there way back to 'civilisation' and my face was full of interogations. I turn back to were Iorna dissapered and see something shining because of the reflecting light. I get up and grab a black book. Nothing was writen on it but I had seen Iorna with it around school. A page was booked marked and I wanted to open it but knew she was always hiding it.
*The next day*
-"Hey princess you dropped this yesterday." I say walking up to her. She turns around skitishly and sort of bumps into me and drops her book on the ground.
-"Oh I'm sorry Niall." She say as we both bend down to get her book. Thats when I see it. Her long sleeve shirt goes up a bit and I see the scars she had so many I could not count them.
-"Wha- What is this." I stutter grabing her arm gently and looking at her scars. Her shocked expression reveled much as she looked at her scars then at me. I see a few tears apear on the side of her eyes as she takes her arm back and pulls her sleeve down quickly. Sher turned away and ran off leaving all her things behind. I look down at the ground and her journal was wide open, presenting me a paragraph. I bend down and pick up the black book and start to read.
'December 12th 2012.
Today I took a long hard look at myself in the mirror, and I realized everything everyone says is true. I am fat. I am ugly. I look like a witch. And most of all I am not worth it. My parents keep having fights every night and my dad sometimes beats her. I feel alone and unwanted. And the bullying is not improving it's all getting worse. So I go to school get hurt by words and sometimes fists and then come back home to an enraged mom or dad and get hurt again with words and fists. I don't know how I do it but there is this little voice in my head telling me to fight.'
'December 20th 2012.
It has ben a week and all I have ate is an apple. My stomac grouls constantly but I ignore it. My school beatings are more regular and so are the ones at home. I know write this as I feel blood flow down my hand. Who knew this could feel so good.'
'January 10th 2013.
It has ben three week and so far I've only ate a small bag of of dry raisins. But everytime I step in front of the mirror it just seems that I get fater and fater all the time. I cut more often and it's kind of getting hard to hide it with bracelets so I only wear long sleeves.'
'Febuary 1st 2013.
About a month and a half has gone by and I've only eating a smal box of nuts. Today this new famous kid arrived at school. Every girl is at his feet but he decides to eat with me. I don't know why I feel so specia, or why I had this wierd feeling but I don't like him and I don't want to like a famous jerk like him.'
'Febuary 7th 2013.
It has come to the point that I eat one raisin a week. My dad has started to beat me instead of my mom and know every morning when I arrive at school I get put into a corner. I'm doing my best to hide my tears and my scars but it's getting harder and harder. Niall asked me the other day if I was fine because I kind of like fell down for no reason when I was standing up waiting for my bus. I answerd 'yeah I'm fine' faking another one of my smiles and getting back up. I'm waiting on someone that will realize everything. That I'm not fine, they everything is NOT ok. But no one really cares. I guess what they tell me almost everyday is true... I am worthless and maybe if I did not exist everything would be better life will be a bit britter. Maybe if I fade away it will be better up there. No it's not a maybe it's a yes! Life would be better without me. Everything would be better if I died today. I can't take it anymore. The beating from both of my parents plus the beatings at school. It's all to much. Life will be britter once I'm gone. Tomorrow the sun will shine bright at a new day in wich I will not be part of. So this will be my last note maybe one day someone will find this after I'm gone and will tell my story to everyone. But I've ben invisible all my life why would I become visible all of a sudden once I'm gone?...'
I flipped trew her book and reading all of her notes until the last one on march 7th wich was a ago. Tears fill my eyes as I close the book. But as it flips shut a paper falls out of it. It was folded. on one side was a note and on the other one was a drawing.
'My name is Iorna.
-I have an anxiety problem
-I get bullied
-I get beat by my parents
-I'm insecure about everything
-I stress to much
and the list goes on. A while back I lost all faith in myself I wanted to kill myself, but since I met this one person I feel a bit stronger. He is my little light of hope.'
I smile for a while before remembering Iorna. I grab her things and run to find her. She was in the music room wich was also the art room. She would always be here when she wanted to be alone.
-"Iorna." I say walking into the room and seeing her siting down in the corner crying. I freeze when I see her like this. "I've ben working on something, I want to show it to you." I say grabbing the guitar in the corner of the room.
-"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
but bear this mind it was meant to be
and i'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
and it all makes sense to me.
"Hi, my name is Iorna. I'm fifteen. I'm a very insecure person. I have an eating disorder and anxiety problem, and this is my story of how someone special saved my life."
*A month earlier*
-"Iorna! Super!" I hear my mom shout from the kitchen.
-"Coming!" I shout back as I clean up the bathroom and run downstairs and sit down at the table.
-"Why are you not eating?" My mom says as I play with my food.
-"I had a big lunch at school today and I'm not really hungry."
-"Well at least take a bite out of you chicken you love chiken it's your favorite." My mom says and I fake a smile across my face. I garb a few small bites and run up to my room.
My whole story begins at school really. I kept on getting bullied by other girls and sometimes a few boys. They called me fat, they called me Shaky ior. One night I stood in front of the mirror and took a good hard look at me. I stood there for about an hour. After that day we can say everything started going downhill. My bullying got more and more intense and things started to get bad at home. I started cutting myself, starved myself, and foreced myself to spread a smile across my face. No one really realized anything. So no one would help me get trew this. Until the day a new student arrived at school.
-"Class, I present you Niall Horan. I know he is a big pop start and all but he is determined to finish his school year here. So please treat him like a normal student." Miss Parker our physics teacher tells us. All the girls went crazy as they looked at him. He had crystal bleu eyes and a messy blond hair. He was not much my type so I went back to drawing in my journal, wich had everything in it...from my feelings and emotions to my everyday life. If anyone ever saw it I would kill myself.
-"Hi." I hear an voice say. It sounded unfamiliar with a big accent. I lift my head up from my journal and look to my side. The new kid took the spot next to me. I fake a smile and turn back to my book.
-"I'm Niall." He says trying to make conversation again.
-"Iorna." I say annoyed and go back to drawing. I feel his smile fade away as he heard my answer and took turned his head to the teacher.
*45 minutes later*
The bell rings and I rush out of class to avoid any contact with anyone. I quickly grab my lunch from my locker and run to my hidding spot. I'd go eat at the far end of the court yard behind a shack where no one would go. Sometimes people would come and sit next to me and start teasing me grabing my lunch and other things but most of the days I would be alone. Only me, my lunch, and my journal.
-"Hi" I hear that unfamiliar voice with a thick accent say again. I turn my head and see it's the new kid again. Was he following me? I say to myself. I create another one of my famous fake smiles again and turn back to my journal.
-"You draw well." He says looking at my drawing over my sholder. I quickly snap my book shut and look at him.
-"Oh I'm sorry I did not know it was personal." He says backing away and opening his lunch box. I watch him as he eats his lunch it was seams like one bite.
-"Are you going to eat that?" He says looking at my apple and sandwich that is placed on the table.
-"No I'm not hungry." I say.
-"How can you not be hungry!" He says almost shocked at what I said.
-"I don't have a big appetite." I lie as I feel my stomac groul as if it was ordering me to eat, but I ignored it and said "You want it?"
-"You sure?"
-"Yeah." I say giving him my food.
-"THIS is so good!" He says his mouth full wich made me laugh a bit.
-"I don't know my mom made it."
-"Well tell her she is a good cook."
-"Sure." I smile
-"So tell me about yourself Iorna." He say turning towards me.
-"Humm there is nothing much to say about my life, but humm I have to go. It was nice talking to you." I say as I see a bunch of people walking towards my table. I get up in a rush grabbing my journal and run away as fast as I can.
For a month Niall would always come and meet me at my lunch table. I don't know why he would come but his company made everything seem at ease. For those two months, during lunch time I would not get hurt or bullied until today.
-"Hey Shaky ior!" I heard as I turn my head in one shot and see a people walking up towards me. I grab my books and run off but what I don't realize is that I droped my journal, my precious journal that contains everything.
*Naill' POV*
-"Hey Shaky ior!" I hear and watch as Iorna turns her head. She garbs her books and run off before I could react.
-"Where ya going ior!" They shout again but she was long gone. They start laughing and turn away. I watch them as they make there way back to 'civilisation' and my face was full of interogations. I turn back to were Iorna dissapered and see something shining because of the reflecting light. I get up and grab a black book. Nothing was writen on it but I had seen Iorna with it around school. A page was booked marked and I wanted to open it but knew she was always hiding it.
*The next day*
-"Hey princess you dropped this yesterday." I say walking up to her. She turns around skitishly and sort of bumps into me and drops her book on the ground.
-"Oh I'm sorry Niall." She say as we both bend down to get her book. Thats when I see it. Her long sleeve shirt goes up a bit and I see the scars she had so many I could not count them.
-"Wha- What is this." I stutter grabing her arm gently and looking at her scars. Her shocked expression reveled much as she looked at her scars then at me. I see a few tears apear on the side of her eyes as she takes her arm back and pulls her sleeve down quickly. Sher turned away and ran off leaving all her things behind. I look down at the ground and her journal was wide open, presenting me a paragraph. I bend down and pick up the black book and start to read.
'December 12th 2012.
Today I took a long hard look at myself in the mirror, and I realized everything everyone says is true. I am fat. I am ugly. I look like a witch. And most of all I am not worth it. My parents keep having fights every night and my dad sometimes beats her. I feel alone and unwanted. And the bullying is not improving it's all getting worse. So I go to school get hurt by words and sometimes fists and then come back home to an enraged mom or dad and get hurt again with words and fists. I don't know how I do it but there is this little voice in my head telling me to fight.'
'December 20th 2012.
It has ben a week and all I have ate is an apple. My stomac grouls constantly but I ignore it. My school beatings are more regular and so are the ones at home. I know write this as I feel blood flow down my hand. Who knew this could feel so good.'
'January 10th 2013.
It has ben three week and so far I've only ate a small bag of of dry raisins. But everytime I step in front of the mirror it just seems that I get fater and fater all the time. I cut more often and it's kind of getting hard to hide it with bracelets so I only wear long sleeves.'
'Febuary 1st 2013.
About a month and a half has gone by and I've only eating a smal box of nuts. Today this new famous kid arrived at school. Every girl is at his feet but he decides to eat with me. I don't know why I feel so specia, or why I had this wierd feeling but I don't like him and I don't want to like a famous jerk like him.'
'Febuary 7th 2013.
It has come to the point that I eat one raisin a week. My dad has started to beat me instead of my mom and know every morning when I arrive at school I get put into a corner. I'm doing my best to hide my tears and my scars but it's getting harder and harder. Niall asked me the other day if I was fine because I kind of like fell down for no reason when I was standing up waiting for my bus. I answerd 'yeah I'm fine' faking another one of my smiles and getting back up. I'm waiting on someone that will realize everything. That I'm not fine, they everything is NOT ok. But no one really cares. I guess what they tell me almost everyday is true... I am worthless and maybe if I did not exist everything would be better life will be a bit britter. Maybe if I fade away it will be better up there. No it's not a maybe it's a yes! Life would be better without me. Everything would be better if I died today. I can't take it anymore. The beating from both of my parents plus the beatings at school. It's all to much. Life will be britter once I'm gone. Tomorrow the sun will shine bright at a new day in wich I will not be part of. So this will be my last note maybe one day someone will find this after I'm gone and will tell my story to everyone. But I've ben invisible all my life why would I become visible all of a sudden once I'm gone?...'
I flipped trew her book and reading all of her notes until the last one on march 7th wich was a ago. Tears fill my eyes as I close the book. But as it flips shut a paper falls out of it. It was folded. on one side was a note and on the other one was a drawing.
'My name is Iorna.
-I have an anxiety problem
-I get bullied
-I get beat by my parents
-I'm insecure about everything
-I stress to much
and the list goes on. A while back I lost all faith in myself I wanted to kill myself, but since I met this one person I feel a bit stronger. He is my little light of hope.'
I smile for a while before remembering Iorna. I grab her things and run to find her. She was in the music room wich was also the art room. She would always be here when she wanted to be alone.
-"Iorna." I say walking into the room and seeing her siting down in the corner crying. I freeze when I see her like this. "I've ben working on something, I want to show it to you." I say grabbing the guitar in the corner of the room.
-"Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
but bear this mind it was meant to be
and i'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
and it all makes sense to me.
i know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,
you've never loved your stomach or your thighs
the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But i'll love them endlessly..." I start to sing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twuK2_ReKSY) I sing thw song and strum the guitar as I watch her in the corner not moving, until I hit this verse.
you've never loved your stomach or your thighs
the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But i'll love them endlessly..." I start to sing (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=twuK2_ReKSY) I sing thw song and strum the guitar as I watch her in the corner not moving, until I hit this verse.
-"you never love yourself half as much as i love you
you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to
if i let you know, i'm here for you
maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh." She turn her head at me for two seconds then turns back to looking at the ground.
you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to
if i let you know, i'm here for you
maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh." She turn her head at me for two seconds then turns back to looking at the ground.
-"I'm in love with you, and all these little things." I put my guitar back down and walk up to her. I sit down next to her and put my arm over her sholder and look at her rists.
-"I want you to stop this. You need help and I want you to help you."
-"You don't understand. You never will. You are just a big pop star and I'm just another lost cause."
-"Did you not listen to that song. I wrote it for you. This song is for you."
-"How could it be for me, you keep on saying that you love someone." I doubt that you love me. No one cares about me."
-"I do love you. I care so much for you, and I want to help you. Please I want you to talk to someone. I'll come with you if you want." I reply and she stays silent.
-"Niall..." She start and turns her head towards me. But before she can talk I press my lips against hers.
-"Come with me please." I say grabing her hand and her journal that was o the ground. I make my way to the psychologues office in the school.
We all sit down and talk about Iorna' life. She actually cooperates better then I would of tought. She told the psy everything, from what is happening at home to what's happening at school. She also said that she was cutting and that she was starving herself. After that the women made many calls. She called the police to say what was happening at home. She called the principle in to tell him about the intimidators and they sent Iorna to the hospital.
*A month later*
*iorna' POV*
-"Hey Princess." I hear Niall say as I walk out of the rehabilitation center. I had just 'graduated' we can say from it. My healt was back on track and I had stoped cutting. My dad was sent off to jail and my mom was hospitalised then when to rehab.
-"Hey!" I say. He went in to kiss me but I backed away and I saw flashes going off.
-"I'm sorry. I forgot." He said backing away with a sad expression.
-"It's just it's been a month that I have not seen you...and I don't know it's just wierd right now." I reply with a sorry face.
-"Well I only have today with you because I'm leaving on tour tomorrow."
-"You're leaving already! But you just got here!" I say and he looks around anxious.
-"C'mon let's go somewhere more private." He grabs my hand and leads me to the car.
A while later we park in a driveway of a house. It was huge. I could not believe my eyes.
-"This is my house. My family lives here and there is a room for the the boys. The boys are all on tour right now and my family is inside waiting for us.
-"Hey Mom! This is Iorna." He says as we walk into the kitchen where his mom was cooking.
-"Hey darling. My name is Maura." She says shaking my hand. "Are you hungry?" She asks me and I kind of hesitated before answering.
-"Hum no not really."
-"Ok then." She smiles and goes back to her cooking. Niall brings me to the living room where his brother was watching TV.
-"This is Greg, my older brother." He says and Greg lift his head and wave at me.
-"Nice to meet you...?"
-"Iorna." I shoot as I realize he did not know my name.
-"Well nice to meet you Iorna." He says and goes back to the TV. Niall brings me upstairs to his enormous bedroom.
-"You like Harry Potter?" He says.
-"I love Harry Potter, althoug I have not watched it in a while..."
-"Well It's only about lunch, I say we do a movie marathon or Harry Potter."
-"Sure!" I say and he runs off to get te movie and food.
*Watching the 4 Harry Potter Movie*
-"Come on tour with me." I hear him whisper in my ear.
-"What?" I ask.
-"Yeah come on tour with me! It's summer anyways and you have no family right now. So come with me!"
-"Well I don't know Nialler..."
-"C'mon princess!" He says kissing my cheeck.
-"But..." I say and he starts to tickle me.
-"You're coming with me!" He says in a playful tone as he gets on top of me while tickling me. I'm laughing to tears and I'm trying to catch my breath to answer but he just does not stop tickling me.
-"OK OK !" I shout with the little bit of breath I had left.
-"Good! I'll call my manager tomorrow!" He says and stops tickling me. As he stops we both stare into each others eyes. He has such beautiful eyes. Before I knew it his lips were pressed against mine.
-"Will you be my princess?" He says pulling back.
-"As long as you can be my knight in shinning armour."
-"It's a done deal." he says kissing me again.
*The end*
*Sorry for not posting! I have so much on my plate these days! I'll try to catch up and starting with this long imagine that took me forever to write :s! Hope you like it! Please rate and comment! ~Write soon -xx-*
-"It's just it's been a month that I have not seen you...and I don't know it's just wierd right now." I reply with a sorry face.
-"Well I only have today with you because I'm leaving on tour tomorrow."
-"You're leaving already! But you just got here!" I say and he looks around anxious.
-"C'mon let's go somewhere more private." He grabs my hand and leads me to the car.
A while later we park in a driveway of a house. It was huge. I could not believe my eyes.
-"This is my house. My family lives here and there is a room for the the boys. The boys are all on tour right now and my family is inside waiting for us.
-"Hey Mom! This is Iorna." He says as we walk into the kitchen where his mom was cooking.
-"Hey darling. My name is Maura." She says shaking my hand. "Are you hungry?" She asks me and I kind of hesitated before answering.
-"Hum no not really."
-"Ok then." She smiles and goes back to her cooking. Niall brings me to the living room where his brother was watching TV.
-"This is Greg, my older brother." He says and Greg lift his head and wave at me.
-"Nice to meet you...?"
-"Iorna." I shoot as I realize he did not know my name.
-"Well nice to meet you Iorna." He says and goes back to the TV. Niall brings me upstairs to his enormous bedroom.
-"You like Harry Potter?" He says.
-"I love Harry Potter, althoug I have not watched it in a while..."
-"Well It's only about lunch, I say we do a movie marathon or Harry Potter."
-"Sure!" I say and he runs off to get te movie and food.
*Watching the 4 Harry Potter Movie*
-"Come on tour with me." I hear him whisper in my ear.
-"What?" I ask.
-"Yeah come on tour with me! It's summer anyways and you have no family right now. So come with me!"
-"Well I don't know Nialler..."
-"C'mon princess!" He says kissing my cheeck.
-"But..." I say and he starts to tickle me.
-"You're coming with me!" He says in a playful tone as he gets on top of me while tickling me. I'm laughing to tears and I'm trying to catch my breath to answer but he just does not stop tickling me.
-"OK OK !" I shout with the little bit of breath I had left.
-"Good! I'll call my manager tomorrow!" He says and stops tickling me. As he stops we both stare into each others eyes. He has such beautiful eyes. Before I knew it his lips were pressed against mine.
-"Will you be my princess?" He says pulling back.
-"As long as you can be my knight in shinning armour."
-"It's a done deal." he says kissing me again.
*The end*
*Sorry for not posting! I have so much on my plate these days! I'll try to catch up and starting with this long imagine that took me forever to write :s! Hope you like it! Please rate and comment! ~Write soon -xx-*
Monday, November 5, 2012
Hey... :)
So yah hey! SOrry for not posting tately but I've ben busy with school and exams and things... But just to let you know this is my list of people to do :x Right now I'm working on the Iorna Imagine. Should be up soon
1-Niall Imagine: Iorna
2-Niall Imagine: Cortney
3-Harry Imagine: Karolina
4-Niall or Zayn Imagine: Destiny
5-Harry Imagine: Jacqueline Orviss
6-Louis Imagine: Kimberly
7-Louis Imagine: Dayna
8-Niall Imagine: Amy
9-Niall Imagine: Safira
10-Niall Imagine: Katy
11-Zayn Imagine: Mamata (signing and volley ball)
12-Zayn Imagine: Nouran
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